If you read ‘All About Me’ one of the things about my character is the organic rawness of my authenticity, experiences that makes me who I am, drives my enthusiasm to share my passion for self love, living an holistic lifestyle to enhance my well-being. I only teach, share what I am have experienced.
Subconsciously there has been a knock, a prod to write a blog, that is consistent, sharing thoughts experiences actions and reactions. Oh my dayz! When you don’t answer your knocks and prods you soon get catapulted into what you need to do…So here I am writing…your comments, likes shares will be most welcomed. My honesty, vulnerability is here on these pages, learning life’s lessons.
This is probably going to be one of my hardest, changing, metamorphosis, transformation journey, path…I don’t know where, what the end will be.
It’s happening now. I can share, show and tell when and now. Share & follow me on Instagram satyapremkaur
So here we go…I bloody hope this is short term. 🙏🏽
Situational depression is a short-term, stress-related type of depression. It can develop after you experience a traumatic event or series of events. Situational depression is a type of adjustment disorder. It can make it hard for you to adjust to your everyday life following a traumatic event. It’s also known as reactive depression.
Events that can cause situational depression include:
- problems at work or school
- death of a loved one
- relationship problems
This 3rd lockdown, has thrown me into the target of experiencing first hand how your mental health can be challenged, torn and thrown into a minefield.
The majority of my working and personal life, I have been blessed to have support and guidance even through times that have been challenging, clarity has been given to see the light and reason through the tunnel, path of life.
This blogg is going to read as scrambled, because that’s how I feel where I am at.
How did I get here? I meditate, fast, practice yoga, take cold showers, inhale and exhale…watch and manage my energy and who comes into my auric space.
I have…I thought, felt I had leveled up! During this pandemic, was living my best life.
4 months into the start of this pandemic, I was given the opportunity to use all my skills, share the benefits of holistic health and well-being and help people and get paid. The work was intense, but so satisfying, encouraging help and support to families, children, vulnerable people struggling with the pandemic, struggling with life. However this was only a temporary position. During this time, I began to explore other opportunities, different areas of employment, will the same goals to help and support that would again be rewarding.
I was ready to leave my old position, stepping into a new role, new responsibilities, into the unknown with enthusiasm, creativity and empathy, with an edge of excitement.
As time moved on…the excitement and enthusiasm began to be replaced with doubt, uncertainty with an edge of….I am still trying to find the word…But the position department, role was just not sitting well within. I began to feel I was moving into an environment of disorder, frustration, anxiety. I am not really sure again if those are the words, I fitting to describe.
I wouldn’t say, everything is a blur, but its difficult to share, write my emotions, feelings the place where I am at now as everything is in the core of my being and I am not able to move through it so easy.
I really don’t believe the characters I have been around the past month are as a result of the pandemic, their characters were as such before, the pandemic has allowed for their deep rooted dark self to reign.
I have heard of the term ‘Gas lighting’ and to be on the receiving end is really like being on a merry go round, that you’d like to get off, but everyone on it is enjoying the ride.
I am ‘Drowning, not waving’ I am in ‘Situational Depression‘
Although we have been placed on the National Lock Down Naughty Step. It may force a feeling of frustrating and a force to get out, get on.
In areas of our lives, there is need to rest.
Put down our phones, step away from our computers, laptops and our television. Inhale and exhale relax unwind. Take advantage of this unique time. Find yourself,.without time, without haste.
Let the mind flow..into a space of peace, changing an habit of hectic times,.living in the past.
Change to a pattern of calm, staying present, living for only what is happening now.
My Sunday was truly a day spent counting my blessings. I was grateful for life, for loved ones and all things bright and beautiful around me.
I began to surrender on a journey to let go of what I can’t control. I can’t control ‘Feeling physically tired’…I went back to sleep, because my mind, body and soul needed rest, needed sleep.
I practiced kindness…watered the plants, the herbs in my home, without haste. I talked to them, spent time running the water to reach a temperature not to startle, the roots. I was kind to myself, when I felt myself drifting in and out of sleep…I didn’t fight it. Instead I gathered my pillows cushions and duvet and immersed myself in a sound Bath of gongs, mantra and affirmations of love, light, healing, for love, health, protection and projection.
I listened to my heart…because it is always right.
Finally, the most blissful act of all is…To ‘Breathe’ just to ‘Breathe‘. I inhaled, slowly, deeply. Exhaled, slowly, deeply. Recognising each deep inhalation…was an emotional fight to make haste to exhale out, make haste to move on with life, with time. I gave myself permission, an invitation to… Slow my breath… releasing guilt for taking the time to just ‘Breathe’…Releasing the tension in the body, roaming thoughts of the mind. The thoughts that stop, rest, sleep, that create a tired mind, body and soul.
My Sunday “to do” List
Count My Blessings, Let go of what I can’t control, Practice Kindness, Listen to my Heart, Just Breathe.
Are you feeling sluggish in your movements, thoughts & actions?
Feeling bloated, gained areas of unhealthily fat, tired, low energy?
You are invited to explore your Mind, Body & Soul. Giving yourself the opportunity to learn how to Relax, Reset & Relate to your bodies digestive and immune system to create a healthier, more vibrant you!
Take action, for a better reaction!
RELAX, RESET, RELATE with
THE GREEN CLEANSE
Did you know….Eating, your Greens, will encourage and support your digestive system and help to regerate cells.
Green vegetables and Green fruits are loaded with antioxidants, minerals and are a natural source of vitamins.
Working together to prevent free radicals from damaging cells in the body.
The Green Cleanse, is an amazing holistic nutritional boost to the digestive system that leaves you feeling literally Bright Breezy inside & out
It’s simply, your time, Relax, Reset Relate..
Restore Your health to restore Your wealth….
Choose 7, 11, 21 days or even 40 days! Eating only, GREEN FRUIT & GREEN VEGETABLES.
Give your body, a deep cleanse & boost of energy.
Encouraging better sleep, reducing unhealthy fats, strengthening the immune & digestive system, reducing mucas build up….A pathway to reset a clean, toned body.
Re-energised body…no more snotty nose, coughs, sleepless nights, constipation and uninvited fat.
Are You Ready ?
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I couldn’t quite get a photo of the New Moon Eclipse, but the dusky blue, grey light was a vision to capture.
The New Moon is here…Its time to move forward…Move forward with a list of treats, blessings, joy and happiness…A time for harmony of the mind!
Soooo I have been creeping into this phase with dashes of “tired, but wired’ sleepless nights, vivid dreams.…I am bursting with New, fighting with old…My monkey mind, iffng and butting. Making every thought and action, exhausting, guilty or unfulfilled.
Today, I pledge to myself to move forward into my destiny…Set my intentions, embrace the energy of the Moon, Release the fear, roaming thoughts….Ask myself What does the New Moon represent?…..
The New Moon represents the start of a new lunar cycle. A time to start something new, start a fresh.. begin a new chapter, project…
I invite you to use the Energy of the New Moon, to set intentions. NEW BEGINNINGS, reflect on the old, set intentions for the new.
Refresh the mind, body & soul…with daily Meditation, Affirmations…Create mediation between the Mind & Body.
What would you like to create? What are you feeling? Is your ‘Mind’ the mediator, Or is your ‘Body’ the mediator?
Relax into this moment…Bask in the sleepless nights, to free your mind of roaming thoughts. Use the power of your breath….To just breathe…inhale deeply……Pause, take a moment…to grasp the new, positive, gratitude of life. Vision of the blessings.
Inspire your mind, using the breath of life…Giving you new thoughts, intentions...
Exhale deeply using the strength and the power of your lungs…..Let go of Negativity, blocks….to clear the old, what no longer serves you. Giving you Grace, time to be reflective.
There is nothing holding you back, but you, yourself, I, Me, yes you, my darling…Take this moment your moment release, let go....For the new.
The warm up is the calm.
Before the storm of bodies on the street. And the daily onslaught of our duties.
The warm up is the building.
Of a platform, hammer and nails of the day
The warm up is a secret weapon
A place to jump from, to test the boundaries. Of our minds and spirit
The warm up is the beginning…..Of resilience
Yoga Poetry- with Tranquil Minds & Open Hearts -Raj Singh
PURE ESSENCE KUNDALINI YOGA
took a pause…. and is now ready to resume classes online.
Anyone want to do some yoga?
From Tuesday 17th November
ALL classes will be online, until further government notices
I will be introducing Three 30 minute sessions in place of our normal 1hour 30 minute weekly Kundalini Yoga session.
This is an opportunity to create, happiness, a warm, loving cosy space & delve deeper with Meditation, Mantra, Mudra, Affirmations, Deep Relaxation, Dynamic Breath Work, Creating Hygge comfort & contentment in your well-being using Kundalini as a therapeutic tool to support & guide you through these challenging times.
These classes are open to ALL & will focus more on Kundalini, Mantra Meditation, Hygge & Breath Awareness
If you want to book any of the above or have any enquires then please DM me or send an email to me at firstname.lastname@example.org
For now, breath deeply…..
From Tuesday November 17th
Class schedule will be as follows:
Kundalini Breath Awareness
All classes are £6
*Classes need to be Pre-Booked http://www.paypal.me/satyaprem
Today is September 22nd 2020, at approximately 2.30pm we will be in Autumn.
The Autumn Equinox 2020….The sun will be exactly above Earth’s equator, moving from north to south….
At the time of an Equinox, Earth’s Northern and Southern Hemispheres are receiving the sun’s rays equally.
If you have been experiencing a feeling of release, letting go, or simply decluttering.
This is the time to clear your nest, clear your home of what no longer serves you…allow the leaves to fall, open your heart, your space to change.
Last weeks yoga sessions, we explored expanding our hearts and strengthening our lungs. Using deep and powerful breaths we cleansed and strengthend our lungs. Preparing to be ‘Crystal Clear’. Crystal Clear with our thoughts, actions & reactions.
This weeks kundalini yoga session I invite you to explore ‘Becoming like Angels’ a kriya exploring Self-knowledge, to maintain building inner strength to be secure.
Join us today, Pure Essence Kundalini Yoga 2pm-3.30pm at Yoga Sara Studios to develop your health & inner energy to live from your ‘Angelic self’.