Pure Essence Kundalini Yoga is
Loving yourself, is one of the greatest things you can do….it is the greatest romance, you will ever encounter.
With clarity I see, feel and understand, I lost love….my love for myself. It sent me down a road of lost passion, joy, fun and laughter. Into a road of moaning misery as I was unfulfilled, lacking zest for life.
I am now on the road to the greatest romance…with myself, go on be you, to love you.
I can write this with integrity, as I am writing the feedback from people who love and see me, I say see me…because only you know your self best and others can see and experience you for your authenticity.
Life is really quite simple, find the things you love and keep doing them. Your heart and soul will become strong and bright with peace, joy and happiness.
Mind you, this does not mean, you will always be laughing and smiling.
Let’s think about it for a minute. When the human body, is at peace and relaxed, how does it react?
When there is no tension and frustration the body is flexible and has movement and will co-operate to relax, sleep and sit without physical and emotional fatigue.
It’s is definitely time to make changes for change.
It’s baby steps but I am doing things differently to have a different outcome.
It’s funny how an element of fear and resistance set in when your on the brink of a new pattern, action, pathway to a better outcome.
I have not quite got my perfect day…perfect routine, however there is calm, no rushing, no anxiety. I use my breath, respect my breath and breath into my existence.
Changes for change…..
Do I take the ‘Red Pill’….willing to learn the life-changing unsettling truth. Or the ‘Blue Pill’, to remain in contented ignorance.
Every day, we have a choice to seek and learn or continue walking in the wilderness.
Today is a brand new day, What are you going to choose, Red Pill? Blue Pill?
I felt low today…no motivation…tired…It didn’t help that my motivation script was referencing negativity from someone can ruin things…And guess what this is exactly what I have been going through…Time loss to my reactions…moody faces,.frustration and arguments.
Today I used my time…slept, meditation, breathwork and therapeutic Journaling…Sourcing all my gem’s, books, yoga, crystal therapy.
Reading, meditating, sleeping, thinking, reflecting.
I recognised seeking reflective supervision through the words of spiritual authors, therapies and Yoga is a boost and will serve me well.
The day ended, identifying I have patterns, deep rooted emotions, that create a comotion in my mind, body and soul.
Self therapy, reflective supervision…allowed me to treat myself well, mixing and blending a generous helping of Rose petals, rose geranium, hymalayan pink Salts, dead Sea Salts…
Creating a Moon Ritual….Bathing cleansing, rinsing the physical and psychological body and mind.
Awakening the Chakra’s, sparking then into balance and harmony…in order for me to reach my full potential, becoming creative finding my joy, releasing me from this mood…
Did you know, April is ‘Stress Awareness’ Month?
Have you been feeling, stretched and challenged, over whelmed, unable to cope?
Fact: Stress Awareness Month has been held every April Since 1992 to increase public awareness of the causes, signs and coping strategies for stress. http://www.stress.org.uk
Buds started to bloom, all over colours began to come from grey. April has been a hard, long and stressful month…
Feeling a strong shift that brighter days are coming…Most of all a recognition to release and let go what no longer serves me.
I have let go of relationships work and personal, I have let go of trauma…and see the light in letting go of sickness and ill health.
I welcome, quite, peace and change to welcome a new life, a brighter life.
The journey will be long and fruitful, without frustration and barriers….Staring deep into the flame…inviting hope, clarity and freedom to be lighter, brighter.
When your back is up against the wall; you really feel you are failing on all levels….
‘Worry’….have you ever thought about the meaning behind common ‘Worry’ quotes. You’ll Worry yourself to death.
Admitting I was stressed, due to work relationships, escalating work loads made me feel…I am struggling to even write the word, embarrassed, a failure that I wasn’t coping with every day working tasks. Further not admitting, accepting this had spilled over into my personal life, not being able to sleep, eat, leave my home, personal space.
I am physically, psychologically and emotionally drained. I fight to sleep with ease, waking with anxiety, worse my mind race’s, trying to manage my thoughts and actions.
….All because of words and energy….negative language, negative energy.
So what have I learnt from what I call an horrific experience. Protect your energy, recognise and see your intuition…Your intuition will show true colours, truth of what will come and what will be.
I saw the dark, erratic energy in this person, internally and externally. I persued it by questioning others and sharing my thoughts, reasoning continously.
My intuition gave me restless, nights and discomfort as I went about my daily business. With a depth so strong, it let a feeling of unease ripple through my mind body and soul. However in the reality, I ignored it, ignored it all.
Although I am battered and bruised inside and out…it has come to an end…a brutal end. Still wanting to walk away, still wanting to just let go and just for the emotional pain and anxiety to release me from my sleepless nights, my energy less days.
I exit this situational depression, with an email…I would like to state the following, that created ‘work related stress’…
And now my time is done, I will resign and move on….without a regular income, without employment…But reassurance my peace of mind and my well-being is the greatest thing.
Blessings needed, used to keep me well and healthy. Meditation, Walks, Fasting…most of all listening to my own truth and following my intuition..this is a process…Sometimes, I hear songs, with words, meanings that resignate with what I am going through, or how I am feeling…
Just to be clear, not everyone is in a place to leave their job, walk away…
Go to your GP, be honest and tell him, her how you are feeling. For me, I was literally going out of my mind…the stress was immense physically, psychologically, emotionally I couldn’t, didn’t have the space to eat, drink, sleep, carry out daily tasks. Every day is a journey, wounds will heal, thoughts will fade, energy will return.